Less than 3 weeks left on my gold membership here. To renew or not to renew? What I have to say about anything is far from interesting. I'm a boring read. I'm not sure if it's worth renewing or sticking around. If I don't renew, I do have a few favorite reads here that I'll definitely keep up with. I guess part of me was looking for validation here, and I haven't gotten it. A few nibbles here and there, and a few great people to talk to outside of D'land, but overall I never proved up to the task of keeping reader interest. I'm saying this matter of factly. It doesn't bother me, which surprises me. Maybe I don't need validation as much as I thought I did. Maybe I'm finally learning to be comfortable with myself.
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